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I am a professional artist and art teacher (elementary school). I work in pencil, watercolor, and oil...mainly portraits and figurative work, but some landscapes and abstract stuff, too :)
I love drawing beautiful women and can't wait to get started on some of my friends' portraits here...these ladies are gorgeous!
I also play the bagpipes for fun and profit! :) And just in case you were wondering...I'm free as a bird under the kilt :)

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Artist, Teacher, Piper

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Vermont, USA

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Rockford, IL

Favorite Films

Action, Adventure, Horror

Favorite Books

History, Mystery

My Superpower

I am good with my tongue

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Posted on 10/16/2014 by witchartist   
I wrote to a friend who is on here and FB and explained how a simple prize gave me flashbacks to 8 years of bullying in school and some severe feelings of inadequacy and low self esteem.
It sounds silly and the only reason I am writing this is if I can't express my feelings in some open forum, I'll go even deeper into the depression that has gripped me so often.
The prize...or more accurately, the reward for the prize, is a piece of art of the winning model by an artist. This simple thing, in my mind, brought me back to all the nasty competition and exclusion I went through in school.
Art is practically all I have. I'm not good looking, hell, I'm nearly 58 years old. I'm clumsy and shy...self esteem is not something I have in any supply. The art I make of, and for people here is all I can do to be noticed, to be a part of people's lives. A huge piece of my heart goes with every drawing, every painting. When I make a piece of art for someone it fills and feeds a need in me...probably for the wrong reasons, I don't know.
All I know is I can't do this any more. I want to make art for people here, but if I can't get the emotional commitment under control I'll be an emotional wreck for the effort and in the process.
I'm sorry for whining and being such a baby. I just needed to say this, which probably makes no sense anyway. I don't need anyone to comment or worry about me. I don't feel it's necessary or worth your time. I just need to figure it all out.
Thank you if you read all this, I appreciate it.

  • Posted on 03/26/2015 by Merlowe   
    Happy Spring it has Sprung! Better late than never! Not unlike my newest set in Celebration of St Patricks Day..I figured you of all people would want to skip on over and take a peek under my KILT

  • Posted on 03/04/2015 by Eleanor   
    Thank you so much for the love on 'Afternoon at the Cabin' Sweetie! ♥

  • Posted on 03/04/2015 by Amber_Abattoir   
    Thank you for the fr :)

  • Posted on 03/01/2015 by minuitstorm   
    Hello darling, thank you so much!

  • Posted on 02/28/2015 by sobootyful   
    Thanks so much <3

  • Posted on 02/24/2015 by Dekilah   
    I'm sorry to hear you are feeling sad :( Is there anything I can do to cheer you up?

  • Posted on 02/21/2015 by Divine_Inspiration   
    thanks for accepting me!

  • Posted on 01/30/2015 by KatrinaWhite   
    Hiya :) I finally have a new set uploaded/published here and it's all about my favorite color. I hope you'll come take a look! ;)

  • Posted on 01/27/2015 by minuitstorm   
    Hope you're having a good day dear!

  • Posted on 01/23/2015 by Mari0n   
    hope you are doing well ♥
    just passing by to say hello!!

  • Posted on 01/16/2015 by Madison_Rexx   
    Hey! Thanks so much for accepting my request :)

  • Posted on 01/16/2015 by witchartist   
    You are welcome!

  • Posted on 01/14/2015 by TheBabyDoe   
    Hope you have been having a lovely 2015!

  • Posted on 01/08/2015 by Kitty Wood   
    I miss you. I hope you are ok. I still have the painting you did of me pride of place in my hallway, everyone who comes into my home sees it straight away <3 I miss you xxxxx

  • Posted on 01/01/2015 by Dekilah   
    Happy New Year! I hope 2015 is an amazing year for you! I have some awesome new incentives for the new year including prints and birthday cards ^_^ Take a peek at my wall for details when you have time.

  • Posted on 12/31/2014 by zerotia   
    i miss youuu. i hope you have a wonderful new year. you deserve it <3 thank you for all of your support

  • Posted on 12/30/2014 by KatrinaWhite   
    Happy Holidays! I hope you had a lovely Christmas/Hannukah/whatever you celebrate :) Do you have any fun plans for NYE?

  • Posted on 12/24/2014 by HadaPixie   
    Blessed Yule

  • Posted on 12/24/2014 by EnglishBabs   
    Merry Christmas! Have a wonderful holiday! xoxoxoxo

  • Posted on 12/23/2014 by sobootyful   
    Thank you love for all you've done this year for me and my girls. I hope you have a loving holiday season. <3

  • Posted on 12/21/2014 by minuitstorm   
    You're such a sweetheart <3

  • Posted on 12/22/2014 by witchartist   
    You are!!!!!!!

  • Posted on 12/24/2014 by minuitstorm   
    Happy Holidays dear!

  • Posted on 12/11/2014 by Jetsabelle   
    Hello friend! how are you? are you ready for Christmas? yayyy happy holidays !!!
    I hope you have a good week
    kisses and hugs from Chile ! <3 *O* n _n

  • Posted on 12/10/2014 by minuitstorm   
    Thank you sugar!! Goodies coming your way!!

  • Posted on 12/10/2014 by sobootyful   
    <3

  • Posted on 12/10/2014 by Eleanor   
    *hugs* I hope you know how much I love you. <3

  • Posted on 12/07/2014 by minuitstorm   
    Thank you honey! You're amazing <3

  • Posted on 12/07/2014 by LaBelleFille   
    I just wanted to stop in and say hi!! How are you doing??

  • Posted on 12/03/2014 by zerotia   
    <3 i just packed up all the artwork you've sent me so i can hang it in my new place :)

  • Posted on 12/06/2014 by witchartist   
    Nice honey ...good luck with the new digs :) xoxoxoxoxo

  • Posted on 12/03/2014 by minuitstorm   
    <3 <3 <3 <3 thank you!!

  • Posted on 11/26/2014 by minuitstorm   
    Thank you honey! Goodies are on their way <3

  • Posted on 11/26/2014 by sobootyful   
    Big hugs!!!!! Thank you for all your love! <3

  • Posted on 11/26/2014 by Mari0n   
    Stopping to say Hi!! and hoping you are well <3

  • Posted on 11/21/2014 by deannadeadly   
    You dont sound like your whining. We all have feelings and they are never wrong, They are solely ours. Hope your doing better <3

  • Posted on 11/20/2014 by SnakesAndDames   
    Hi hon! Hope you are doing well, I have a cute new set with a graduate girlscout that you might enjoy :) Its sweet and fun and all things nice! Here's to cheering you up!

  • Posted on 11/19/2014 by KatrinaWhite   
    Happy Hump Day! Hope you're having a great week! :) <3

  • Posted on 11/19/2014 by KatrinaWhite   
    Although judging by your status, I guess you're not. I'm so sorry you're feeling sad :( Let me know if there's anything I can do for you!

  • Posted on 11/18/2014 by Mari0n   
    Hope you have a nice day!! :D

  • Posted on 11/16/2014 by SnakesAndDames   
    Thank you for the add and the <3- I hope you are having a great day!

  • Posted on 11/15/2014 by MissLoLo   
    hi hun! having a nice weekend? i have incentives starting at 1 vote. come forget the dreary weather and warm up with my sets (: hugs & kisses!! XOX

  • Posted on 11/08/2014 by Mari0n   
    Heyy! thanks for the friendship ♥ !! have a nice weekend :D!!

  • Posted on 10/30/2014 by Tawdry_Galore   
    Thank you for sharing! I feel that is so important. We have to get these things out sometimes. I feel like we are all artist and share a common bond of being deeply emotional and need a place to express it, here or in our art. You have inspired me, I feel like creating something that expresses a deep dark past. Thank you. Thank you for keeping it real.

  • Posted on 10/30/2014 by Tawdry_Galore   
    (Also, I have mixed feeling about art in conjunction with competition. As a professional belly dancer I feel the same way) We are all artists, it's not a competition, we all have our own unique style. Yet, the competition is motivating at the same time.

  • Posted on 10/22/2014 by Blue_Diamond   
    Heey !! Cheer up !! Do not feel bad, many kisses for you <3

  • Posted on 10/20/2014 by Jetsabelle   
    do not feel bad, life is beautiful, I send kisses to see if you are happy a little <3 hugs <3

  • Posted on 10/19/2014 by DeviousBebop   
    Thank you so much for befriending me! I really appreciate it. If you ever need anyone to talk to please let me know!

  • Posted on 10/10/2014 by witchartist   
    I hate competing for attention, so fuck it, I won't any longer. I feel like I'm back in high school again...the stupid, sad little bullied kid in the corner. All I have is my art, that's who I am. I guess that's not enough? Sorry to be such a drag.

  • Posted on 10/22/2014 by Blue_Diamond   
    : ') I feel that this comes at the soul ... I feel the opposite. I have the outside, but I want to learn to be a professional like you on the subject of painting and the art itself because I love !! But I can not, because I have good economic situation. Here in chile is difficult to be a teacher and be recognized :(

  • Posted on 10/16/2014 by HadaPixieImaging   
    my new sets are all kitties...kittes will make you feel better =^_^= *merow?*

  • Posted on 10/13/2014 by Jetsabelle   
    Hello how are you? hope you have a nice week, kisses <3 >3<

  • Posted on 10/13/2014 by minuitstorm   
    Thank you honey! You are amazing <3

  • Posted on 10/15/2014 by witchartist   
    No, YOU are amazing sweetheart!

  • Posted on 10/21/2014 by minuitstorm   
    <3

  • Posted on 10/11/2014 by TwistedAngel108   
    Thanks for accepting my friend request :) Hope you feel better soon!

  • Posted on 10/11/2014 by minuitstorm   
    Thank you so much honey!

  • Posted on 10/11/2014 by MissLoLo   
    do cheer up babe (:

  • Posted on 09/19/2014 by witchartist   
    I'm actually sad for not just Scotland. I keep feeling like I don't exist. There are days, today, that I feel as if the only way anyone will realize I am on this earth is if I end my life in some spectacular way. Positive self worth is such an ilusive ideal for me.

  • Posted on 10/10/2014 by witchartist   
    I'm just feeling very second rate tonight and it's because of this site. I'm getting off of here for now. I need to clear my head. Sorry.

  • Posted on 10/10/2014 by Ninfra   
    Hello Baby!


    I invite you to see my second set Agressivve Blue: X.

    https://www.zivity.com/models/Ninfra/photosets/2

    If you wish, you can see that I have sexy incentives for you.

    Xoxo <3

  • Posted on 10/10/2014 by Blue_Diamond   
    Hey !! How are you? Have a good weekend! ♥

  • Posted on 10/10/2014 by witchartist   
    I'm fine, you? Have a good weekend yourself :)

  • Posted on 10/22/2014 by Blue_Diamond   
    Oh! I'm fine, thank you :) I hope you continue to enjoy n.n

  • Posted on 10/10/2014 by AndrewShiels   

  • Posted on 10/08/2014 by minuitstorm   
    Thank you honey!

  • Posted on 10/10/2014 by witchartist   
    You're welcome sweetheart :)

  • Posted on 10/08/2014 by LaBelleFille   
    What do you think of my new hair color??

  • Posted on 10/08/2014 by KatrinaWhite   
    Happy Hump Day! :) How's your week going?

  • Posted on 10/07/2014 by Blue_Diamond   
    "Thank you very much for your support and votes. I want to present my new set:

    “What happens when you play at work?”
    https://www.zivity.com/models/Blue_Diamond/photosets/3
    - More than 50 votes, the complete set of my first kiss adventure with a girl and things that happen then (you can imagine...) and a secret present.

    Have fun and don’t forget to write me!! Xoxo!! Blue_Diamond!!

  • Posted on 10/07/2014 by zerotia   
    <3

  • Posted on 10/07/2014 by Eleanor   
    ♥♥♥

  • Posted on 10/07/2014 by KatrinaWhite   
    Yay for Happy! :) Thanks for your sweet comment on my set <3

  • Posted on 10/06/2014 by Kitty Wood   
    I hope you are well my sweet, I miss you xxxxx

  • Posted on 10/06/2014 by Tawdry_Galore   
    What makes you happy?

  • Posted on 10/06/2014 by TheBabyDoe   
    Good Morning hon! Just dropping in to say Hi!

  • Posted on 10/06/2014 by Manchester   
    10 new votes today gets you 3 bonus sets! https://www.zivity.com/models/Manchester/photosets/82

  • Posted on 10/06/2014 by sobootyful   
    Thank you honey!!! Hugs!!!!!

  • Posted on 10/05/2014 by Alamaya   
    Thank you for accepting my request: 3 Come by my new set and tell me that you parese <3

  • Posted on 10/05/2014 by witchartist   
    You are welcome, thank you! I will take a look now :)

  • Posted on 10/05/2014 by AndresCuartasPh   
    Hi, thanks for accept FR, come on to my profile to view new set. :)

  • Posted on 09/30/2014 by ADD_Photography   
    Thank you so much for our KITTIES set... so sweet of you! :)

  • Posted on 09/30/2014 by witchartist   
    You are more than welcome!

  • Posted on 09/30/2014 by LaBelleFille   
    Day two of school is done!! Feeling productive! How are you feeling?

  • Posted on 09/30/2014 by Eleanor   
    Thank you so much for the love on It's a Cat Thing Sweetie! I'm glad you got my note! :)

  • Posted on 09/29/2014 by KWphotos   
    Thanks for the support on my new set! :)

  • Posted on 09/29/2014 by LaBelleFille   
    How is you week going so far?

  • Posted on 09/27/2014 by minuitstorm   
    Hey honey!! *hugs you*

  • Posted on 09/29/2014 by witchartist   
    Hi Sweetheart...hugs and kisses right back!

  • Posted on 09/27/2014 by KimberlyLove   
    Thank you so much for the votes!

  • Posted on 09/27/2014 by sobootyful   
    <3 <3 <3

  • Posted on 09/27/2014 by witchartist   
    Right back atcha beautiful! Oh and by the way...thank you for introducing me to the beautiful world you create with Renee, Hada P, and Clockwork C. Thanks to you and those lovely ladies I am inspired beyond words!!!

  • Posted on 09/28/2014 by sobootyful   
    It's always a pleasure!! I have some really wonderful girls on my team. I'm so happy to hear you are inspired again! Yay!!!! <3

  • Posted on 09/26/2014 by Mayah   
    Hi dude, me again <3 i got a new set called "Let me tell you about my first time". Check it out, tell me what you think :3
    https://www.zivity.com/models/Mayah/photosets/2

  • Posted on 09/25/2014 by MissLoLo   
    hello! enjoying the fall weather? i am (: i have a lovely new set up. i hope you have a minute to check it out! xox

  • Posted on 09/25/2014 by elexastar   
    It's been so long since I've been on Zivity, but I'm back! Miss me? ♥

  • Posted on 09/25/2014 by LaBelleFille   
    Hey I just wanted to stop in and say hi!! Are you feeling better?

  • Posted on 09/25/2014 by Eleanor   

  • Posted on 09/22/2014 by Manchester   
    Happy Monday! Hugs to get you through all week long!

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